By the end of senior year in 1951 six of us out of twenty-five
in home room 4-A had applied to the Jesuits. The Sodality, school
retreats, and the example of the Jesuit teachers were contributing
factors. I was not drawn to the diocesan clergy, because I considered
rectory life (often under a strict pastor) to be uninviting, and
I wanted to teach.
Since I entered the Society in 1951, I have lived for lengthy
periods of time in nine different Jesuit provinces. There is considerable
vitality and diversity in our apostolates and ministries. However,
I think that our Jesuit numbers will continue to decrease dramatically.
We will see a handing on of our Ignatian values and priorities
to our lay Catholic and ecumenical colleagues. This I see not
as defeat but as success in empowering the faithful and lessening
clericalism and triumphalism. I agree with those who see our decreasing
and the laity's increasing as a positive sign of aggiornamento.