It began to change during the summer between my first and second
year. I was getting ready to buy some clothes for my fall return
to school. Then I heard this little voice, coming from I knew
not where, saying to me, "You will not need those clothes
very much longer." And I asked myself, "What was that
all about?" Of course, as time went on during my second year,
I realized that I was being called to a Jesuit vocation. Because
I wasn't what you would call a dedicated religious person, something
like this had never occurred to me before. It was entirely foreign
to me, so I just put it aside. But it just kept coming back to
me.
I first wanted to go to Japan, but they didn't need anybody there.
Then I turned toward Africa. When I wrote about going there, I
never really got a response. Then the provincial at the time,
Fr. Coleran, said to me, "I'm afraid that we don't have anywhere
in Latin America to send you." Brazil had not opened up at
the time. Then he said, "But we do need people in Jamaica.
So would you like to go there for regency and see how it goes?"
The rest is history.
I dealt with the auxiliary bishop, Samuel Carter, because Bishop
McEleney was away at the time. He said, "Think about it and
I'll call you." He called me the next day. In the meantime,
I had decided that this was another example of the surprising
requests I had received in my life which had usually worked out.
So when he called, I agreed and went to Aquinas. And I really
loved it. I was there a total of ten years. I returned there somewhat
later, as part of a team, for another six years. So Aquinas had
really been my main place of ministry over the years.
Yes, yes, as I said earlier, I didn't ask to be a Jesuit or a
priest, but it was given to me. It's been a good life, difficult
at times, perhaps, with its ups and downs, but the Lord has provided
me with loving support. And when I say the "Lord," I
mean the Trinity. I'm very trinitarian. And the Society has been
very good to me. I cite, among other things, my three sabbaticals
and continued ability to work despite some health problems.